Big Sis

While in Utah we surprised our family with our big news by having Kailah wear this shirt when we got together.  It was fun to see the reactions of people. Who got it right away and who it took awhile to get.

  I took a dollar store pregnancy test during the beginning of November and what do you know, two pink lines!  Jason and I decided just in September that it was time to start adding to our family and we were blessed with getting pregnant right away.  I had my first appointment in December and saw our little one's heart beat.  It is unreal seeing a new little being, being created inside of you.  This time around I was not ready at all to give my body away to all the changes pregnancy makes on your body, where getting pregnant with Kailah was so exciting and everything was new and I embraced every moment.  I am going to try my best to embrace this pregnancy and enjoy it too, but I feel like this time its like" been there, done that"  Can I just have kids with out having to get pregnant?!?!  I have been pretty sick this first trimester so it has been hard for me to enjoy it this far, and that's probably why I have been feeling this way.

My doctor is a very in and out kind of doctor he doesn't like to sit and chit chat.  He just comes in, does what he has to do and then he's out again... This is very different for me and I have heard about people having these kind of doctors before and they love it, but I don't know if I'm ready for it yet. I still feel like I have so many questions and need to refresh my memory on what is going on...

I am committing to changing my priorities a bit this year and cutting back in things that I can so I can make more time for this baby and make it a more stress free year.