My sweet, little, innocent, precious, baby girl. This is what you look like when I love you the most. :)
This week however, I am losing it. No matter how happy, smiley, wiggley, dancing, prancing, jumping, sweet little thing you are, I have been losing my patience over all the times I've had to wash crayon off the walls, floor, doors... The many times I've cleaned up your pee-pee, even though most of the time you do make it to the bathroom, there is still that percentage of times where pee-pee has to be cleaned up and I am the only one to do it. I am going crazy having to carry bags full of groceries up three flights of stairs 8months pregnant going as slow as a snail because I'm waiting for you to climb the stairs at your own snail pace, stopping to point at the ceiling, or to touch something sticky on the ground. Running as fast as I can with this big belly to catch you before you run into the road is for sure what will put me into labor. Putting your squirming little body into PJ's for the night gives me a braxton Hick contraction every time! I can't even bend over anymore to give you a bath, but I do it anyway since I'm the only one around to do it. And this NO nap time is really driving me insane, I don't know how much longer I can take it, will you please just take a nap and give me a few hours, please?!?!? Oh baby girl, If you only understood....But you don't your only 2, and so I am going to enjoy it! From now on I am going to laugh at every dirty underwear I have to wash, and every crayon mark I scrub from the wall, and if you don't want to wear your PJ's then that's ok you can sleep in your clothes, and If you don't want to take a nap then that's ok too, I will just lock myself in my room and take my own nap. I will enjoy this stage, I will enjoy this stage, I will enjoy this stage...because honestly I DO love this stage, I just wish it was someone else doing all the dirty work so I could just be your little buddie and play with you all day instead of having to be a parent and be responsible, all the while carrying a big baby boy around in my belly.
You are the best momma Kristen! Kailah and baby boy are very lucky to have you! Hope you're doing good :) Let's talk soon... before you have that baby!
ReplyDeleteI feel your pain! You can send kailah to me for a year! :-)
ReplyDeleteI loved this post! You are such a great mom!
ReplyDeleteI love this post! It is so hard to always be in the best mood when you are pregnant and have another little one. It will be hard after but the moments when she is loving her brother and as they get older and can play together makes it all worth it.
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