This week I am 15 weeks pregnant. Because I have been so busy and focusing all my attention on Kailah, this pregnancy is going by very fast. I can't believe I'm almost half way done and we find out the sex the first of March.
This pregnancy I started showing a lot sooner than last time, and just this morning I was feeling like I popped a bit! And my belly button is starting to flatten out too. The bottom of my stomach is really hard and I no longer can suck in, It's not going to be too much longer when I really can't hide the fact that I'm pregnant.
Every thing seems to be happening a lot quicker with this baby. I have been getting heart burn a lot lately and already feeling anemic. These symptoms didn't show until month 7-8 with Kailah.
So far I have been feeling like I am losing my mind a little bit. I know you kind of do when you are pregnant and I did with Kailah, but this time my patients is out the window and anything can cause me to become upset. It's interesting that even though I am aware of these things happening and I know it's not OK, I also cannot control it even though I want to. Poor Jason has been having to deal with me for the last 3 months and it has not made being together easy. Luckily Jason and I have weekly talks and have been able to communicate with each other about how I am feeling and the effects this pregnancy is having on me, and I think he has more of an understanding of whats going on. It's crazy the things us women go through and give up to have children.
I'm really looking forward to finding out the sex and being able to plan. I have a lot to do before July and I can't really do anything until I know what I'm having.
Yah, so excited for you!! Being pregnant and being a mom is really the most selfless thing ever! You're so great. Love u, Miss u.
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